Hush Hush Hush...

Ayer me perdi, y no cualquier perder; sino ese "Estoy perdida" que tanto me atormentaba.
Mis peores pesadillas fueron resumidas en aquel dia.
Sin celular o dinero.
Sin un lugar al que ir.
Sin nadie que supiera donde estaba.
Nadie que me pudiera ayudar.
Asi es como se siente el no tener a nadie en quien confiar?

Que va a ser de mi?
Nadie me recordara.
Y si me pierdo para siempre?
Quien lo notaria?


So?
I'm not lost. I know perfectly where we are, estamos en la nueve.
So what if you don't have anyone to trust?
You don't have much to offer. Just cut the emo crap already.


Porque me pasa esto? Es solo algo mas para que me de cuenta que estoy sola en el mundo?


No Montse, this is for you to realise that you have to overcome the shit life gives you.
When our world comes to an end, there would only be you and me... and no one else.
You must learn to live alone. Don't bitch about your past. And stop fantasizing with the future, you still don't know how's gonna be.
Let's make a deal. You are not worthing anything right now, so just relax and take a nap, i'll take care of everything. In a month you're going to grow up and come back feeling all right again.
For the moment i'm here, picking up the mess you left.
See you then... ♥